Apparently I can’t do anything right.
I know what they said behind their backs and now I’m trying really hard not to make the same mistakes. I try to be considerate and let him have time with his family and grandmother who just got out of the hospital. Apparently, that just means I’m making excuses not to hang out with his family.
I spend more time with his family than my own. My family pisses me off. I don’t want to be in this house anymore. All it is is stress, and whining, and yelling, and more stress, and “You’re wrong”, and “You’re not working hard enough”, and “You can’t do anything right”.
I don’t remember the last time my parents weren’t yelling at me or “irritated” with me after being home for literally 5 minutes.
I just want out.
(Source: nickymeatball)
- 1961
Scars & Stories
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(Source: letshospital)
Boys night out
Went out to the baseball game with James and his two friends Connor and Jeff. We had so much fun! Got all kinds of free stuff, good food, and entertainment. But I think the guys were everyone else entertainment haha.
James wanted to catch a ball so badly. He worked so hard for one shouting and jumping and doing the macarena. Connor got the first ball and the guy in front of us the second. one ball finally came right to him and he jumped for it. It bounced off of his hand and he belly flopped on the dugout to get it before another little kid got it. haha. Of course he ended up giving it to a little girl who asked for it because he’s so sweet.
What an incredible night!
Sunday! Kinda tired.
Going to see the boyfriend again later.
Beach in two weeks! Woo!
I refuse to work out with him.
He is WAY too intimidating and I would only slow him down.
Miss the city a bit today. I miss being at school at going to dinner with Casey after classes or trying to catch the bf down there at the same time. It’s kinda pretty at night too. Plus, everyone is winding down and relaxing instead of rushing to classes.
(Source: incurable-wounds)
If I could choose any superpower to have…
I would chose one of two things:
Flying: I would love to be able to get up in the middle of the night when I can’t sleep and just go wherever I wanted. Plus I bet it would feel kinda like swimming. You know, that weightless feeling. It would be cool.
or
Mind Reading: I would love to know what he’s thinking sometimes. I know he doesn’t tell me everything so it would make it easier. Plus it would be totally awesome to make smart as comments to people who think rude things or just freak them out.
Yeah…
- You Get What You Give
Maybe You've Been Brainwashed Too
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(Source: jose-el-conquistador)
